Conspicuously absent

I have a habit of posting quite a bit, then being gone for weeks to months at a time.  And I hit another one of those breaks about two months ago.  Though this time it wasn't because I wasn't doing what I was supposed to, but purely because I didn't feel any need to write or to update. 

I think that sometimes when I read other people's blogs, I secretly wish that I was a blog writer and that I had the following etc, and so then I start writing and posting for other people.  But that isn't being true to the intent of the blog.  And those that are truly good at what they are doing, don't post for anyone else anyway.  So the idea of not posting for myself just means I lose the reason why I have a blog to begin with.

Wow was that ever a convoluted paragraph.  But I understood it and that is all that matters.

Anyways ...

The whole point of this blog is FOR ME to chronicle my journey as I go through a process of rebirth and renewal to a happier and healthier me.   And it is ok if I don't write daily, weekly, or even for several months.  When I am ready, I will journal and chronicle the journey again. 

And now I am ready ...